Again, just wanted to post up a reminder for myself. This is a different list of 15 choices we can make to embrace life and find joy.

Source: http://www.purposefairy.com/4899/15-powerful-things-happy-people-do-differently/

What is the difference between happy people and unhappy people? Of course, it may be very obvious, happy people are happy while unhappy people are unhappy, right? Well, that is correct, but we want to know what are the things that these people do differently and that is why, I have put together a list of things that HAPPY people do differently than UNHAPPY people.

1. LOVE vs. FEAR. Well, I can tell you for sure that those people who are really happy, FEAR less and LOVE a lot more. They see each moment, each challenge, each person as an opportunity to discover more about themselves and the world around them.

2. ACCEPTANCE vs. RESISTANCE. Happy people understand that you can’t really change a situation by resisting it, but you can definitely change it by accepting that it is there and by understanding that there might be a reason for its existence. When something unpleasant happens to them, they don’t try to fight it, knowing that this will make the situation even worse, but rather, they ask themselves questions like: What can I learn from this? How can I make this better? and they go from there, focusing on the positive rather than on the negative. They always seem to see the glass half full no matter what happens to them.

3. FORGIVENESS vs. UNFORGIVENESS. Really happy people know that it’s not healthy to hold on to anger. They choose to FORGIVE and FORGET, understanding that FORGIVENESS is a gift they give to themselves first and foremost.

“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.”Buddha

4. TRUST vs. DOUBT. They trust themselves and they trust the people around them. No matter if they talk to the cleaning lady or the C.E.O. of a multi billion company, somehow they always seem make the person they are interacting with feel like there is something unique and special about them.

They understand that beliefs become self-fulfilling prophecies, and because of that, they make sure to treat everybody with love, dignity and respect, making no distinctions between age, sex, social status, color, religion or race. These are the great men that Mark Twain was talking about: “Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.” Mark Twain

5. MEANING vs. AMBITION. They do the things they do because of the meaning it brings into their lives and because they get a sense of purpose by doing so. They understand that “Doing what you love is the cornerstone of having abundance in your life” like Wayne Dyer puts it, and they care more about living a life full of meaning rather than, what in our modern society we would call, living a successful life.

The irony here is that most of the time they get both, success and meaning, just because they choose to focus on doing the things they love the most and they always pursue their heart desires. They are not motivated by money; they want to make a difference in the lives of those around them and in the world.

6. PRAISING vs. CRITICIZING. Happy people would probably agree with Carl’s Jung theory on resistance: “What you resist not only persists, but will grow in size”. They don’t criticize the absence of the behavior they want to reinforce, but rather, every time the behavior is present, even if it’s not that often, they know that by praising the person and the behavior, they will actually reinforce the positive behavior.

When a parent wants to make sure that his 7 years old boy will learn to always put the toys back in the box after he’s done playing with them, he will make sure not to focus on the many times the child won’t do it, criticizing him and his behavior, but rather, every time the little boy does put the toys back, the parent will praise him and his behavior and that is exactly how he will reinforce the positive behavior, and in the end geting the wanted results.

7. CHALLENGES vs. PROBLEMS. Happy people will see PROBLEMS as CHALLENGES, as opportunities to explore new ways of doing things, expressing their gratitude for them, understanding that underneath them all lies many opportunities that will allow them to expand and to grow.

8. SELFLESSNESS vs. SELFISHNESS. They do what they do not for themselves, but for the good of others, making sure that they bring meaning, empowerment and happiness in the lives of many. They look for ways to give and to share the best of themselves with the world and to make other people happy.

”Before giving, the mind of the giver is happy; while giving, the mind of the giver is made peaceful; and having given, the mind of the giver is uplifted.”Buddha

9. ABUNDANCE vs. LACK/POVERTY. They have an abundant mindset living a balanced life, achieving abundance in all areas of life.

10. DREAMING BIG vs. BEING REALISTIC. These people don’t really care about being realistic. They love and dare to dream big, they always listen to their heart and intuition and the greatness of their accomplishments scares many of us.

“Dream no small dreams for they have no power to move the hearts of men.” Goethe

11. KINDNESS vs. CRUELTY. They are kind to themselves and others and they understand the power of self love, self forgiveness and self acceptance.

12. GRATITUDE vs. INGRATITUDE. No no matter where they look, no matter where they are or with who, they have this capacity of seeing beauty where most of us would only see ugliness, opportunities, where most of us would only see struggles, abundance where most of us would only see lack and they express their gratitude for them all.

13. PRESENCE/ ENGAGEMENT vs. DISENGAGEMENT. They know how to live in the present moment, appreciating what they have and where they are, while still having big dreams about the future.

“When you are present, you can allow the mind to be as it is without getting entangled in it. The mind in itself is a wonderful tool. Dysfunction sets in when you seek your self in it and mistake it for who you are.” Eckhart Tolle

14. POSITIVITY vs. NEGATIVITY. No matter what happens to them, they always seem to keep a positive perspective on everything and by doing so, they tend irritate a lot of negative and “realistic” people.

15. TAKING RESPONSIBILITY vs. BLAMING. They take full ownership over their lives and they rarely use excuses. Happy people understand that the moment you choose to blame some outside forces for whatever it is that happens to you, you are in fact giving all your power away, and they choose to keep the power for themselves and taking responsibility for everything that happens to them.

Before I knew it, it was time to leave the West and head back to China. My next project was on Director Feng Xiaogang’s film “Remembering 1942″.

1942 Chinese Refugee

For those of you who haven’t heard of Beijing native director Feng Xiaogang, he has directed some pretty awesome movies such as If You Are the One, Assembly, A World Without Thieves, Aftershock, The Banquet, and many many more. This time around though he directed “1942″ which was a passion project that he’s wanted to do since over a decade ago. He also got to direct 2 oscar winners, Mr. Tim Robbins and Adrien Brody. For this project, I was a refugee enduring a long arduous journey with 700 of my other comrades. -__-

…but mainly my job this time was– during shooting I was responsible for assisting and coordinating for the US actors. The cast and crew were mainly mainland Chinese so communication back and forth between the director and actors was a large part. The film 1942 is about a tremendous famine in central China that claimed three million lives during the war of resistance against Japan.

China Pianist pre Going Viral

Here we are at dinner watching a clip of Adrien and this Chinese keyboard player. After a day on set Adrien decided to stop by this shop and then jam with the local keyboard player. He recorded it on his phone and then Director Feng slapped it on his ‘weibo’ (Chinese version of twitter). He titled it 2 Pianists and the video got hundreds of thousands of views. hahaha.. THEN… (there’s more) when Adrien got back to Beijing on a short break from shooting, he bought the guy a new keyboard and had it sent to him.. because the old keyboard had some keys that weren’t working well.

It’s a pretty awesome story when I think back on it.. and you can see the video of what we were watching here-

Though I had worked on films in China, this was my first time working with Hollywood actors in China.. much less actors of Tim and Adrien’s caliber. I had a really good experience working with them. I learned so much from them in work and outside of work. I have been a fan of both of their works (Shawshank Redemption, The Pianist, Predators, Brothers Bloom, The Experiment) and to get to see them work in person was amazing.

Good times in Shanxi

Also… even though we were shooting in cold weather in a pretty dusty coal polluted environment, the director and his team made this project go smooth and feel very comfortable. I think Director Feng and the PAs, DP, Simon, and his core team were very bright and efficient. On the days that I was there, he was often able to finish before schedule. To me, he seems like a person that knows quite clearly what he wants and therefore he does not waste any time. He is very bright and can adapt to changes easily. For example if an actor brings up a suggestion, he is able to think it through and make it work if he sees fit as opposing to resisting changes because it might throw him off track.

Director Feng Xiao Gang on my second to last day on 1942

So after the cold and dusty days in Shanxi.. after days with the 700 refugees.. it was finally time for us to change location. During this change in location, there was a small break because the scenes with Adrien didn’t start immediately. In that time we had the option to sit and chill… or…. to go to an awesome tropical paradise (or two!). The choice was clear.. it was off to paradise!

TO PARADISE…

Taking in the amazing sunset

We decided to go to Taiwan and the Philippines (because we had friends in each respective location). I’m not going to spend too much time writing about Taiwan this time since I have had multiple posts on multiple Taiwan adventures. I will say that Taiwan is a personal fave island destination. I love the weather, the people, and the food. It has a great mix of city and nature life. Anywho I had a quick but fun stay in Taiwan. I got to meet up with Sarah and Tim for some tea while I was there.

Tea, Beer, and Cocktail with Sarah and Tim

After Taiwan it was OFF to the Philippines. I had never been there, but was excited to go.

We flew in to the Philippines, then had to transfer to a smaller plane.

You can't get to paradise by car

Then when we landed we had to take a boat to Boracay.

First by air, then by boat. Destination, paradise.

I gotta say, it seems so appropriate that we had to fly in, take a smaller plane, then take a boat to get to Boracay. It seems like you should always have to do something like this to get on such an amazing tropical island.

Beautiful water, beautiful sky

The weather was so amazing. I know it seems “amazing” and “beautiful” are the only two words I can use to describe the place, but really when I think back I just start to feel the rays of sunshine and the fresh smell of the water.

The island basically has a front side and a back side. There is a really long strip filled with resorts, bars, restaurants, and shopping. You can get massages on the beach or choose to pick up an activity. There are people with signs and you can just drop by and then they can take you on an adventure of your choice. One of the more relaxing an affordable ones is going on a sailboat ride around the island. There’s a lot more that I didn’t have time to check out, but would love to go back and do.

fresh coconut anyone?

Out of cold dusty living and into warm tropical weather

Chillen at our resort

Sunsets and sailboats

As for food – There was an awesomely priced all you can eat seafood buffet spot. I also remember the fresh coconut meat, a ripe mango on the hot beach, and a plate of bbq chicken and rice under a tree. I think I am an island type of person… because everything about the life here was amazing. Anyways, I can’t describe the trip anymore; I think I’ll let the pictures above do the rest of the talking. It was a great adventure with good friends throughout the journey.

Next stop was back to Manila!

What a coincidence. Sam in Manila!

I was only in Manila very briefly, but out of all coincidences.. I ran into Sam on the set of The Bourne Legacy! That memory really stood out for me because I was so far from home and also only in Manila for a day or two and then at dinner I unexpectedly ran into an LA friend. That really made my day!

A Meal in Manila

I ventured out for some other food the next day and found this Chicken parmagina.. also really good!

This adventure was filled with delicious food, warm weather, and new sights… just the way I like it. My traveling amigo was super cool to travel with.. we both digged the back packer style living. We were able to make this entire trip with just one backpack! The more I travel, the more I realize “less is more”. There are so many things we think we need, that actually hold us back… and the more I strip away the more I realize “The things you own, end up owning you… It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything. ” – Tyler Durden, Fight Club

“Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who’ve ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering… Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off.” – Tyler Durden

Not to sporadically jump from fun tropical adventure to lessons on finding purpose in life, but I think this was one of the takeaways from this trip- that it’s more important to enjoy life than possess excessive material things. Nowadays I prefer to spend on experiences and adventures.

…and back!

Anyways, back to the conclusion at hand.

We returned to China and continued filming the rest of the scenes. Though we had to come back for “work” I felt that the overall experience was pretty good. Also when we went to Chongqing, the scenes were in more modern settings so we didn’t have to be in as harsh environments as the first half of work. For more details you’ll have to look forward to the release of “1942″ towards the end of 2012!

As for myself, once work concluded I returned back to Beijing with a backpack full of experiences and a flask of anticipation for what would be in store in Beijing!

This entry is going to be a little scattered. I’ve been too busy lately to post so I’m doing a little catching up / connecting some end of 2011 events with my return trip to the US.

In the end of 2011 I worked on the Wing Chun movie in Guanzhou, but in the midst of that I was also in talks to go to this other movie in Shenzhen, but in the end it didn’t work out which allowed me to return back to the US earlier than I had planned.

Teacher Chen Dao Yun

While I was already out in Guangzhou for the Wing Chun movie, I was able to stop by Shenzhen to visit one of my wushu coaches, Teacher Chen Daoyun! She was one of the earliest coaches I had in the bay area. She has since decided to move back to China and spend more time with her son.. who is a bmx champion of China. I guess the athleticism runs in the family.

Beijing Film Academy Acting Class

So in the last quarter of the year, as long as I wasn’t working, I was going to class full time at Beijing Film Academy. I’m doing a 1 year intensive program that is 830am-430pm M-F. The classes essentially consist of acting, speech, movement, and voice. Anyways, it’s a good way to keep practicing and also work more in Chinese as well.

When I got back from the Wing Chun shoot, I finished up classes, and then had one last work assignment before rushing back to the US. That last work assignment was….

Wushu Factory

Ever wonder how wushu shoes are made?

Well since I started working as Wushu Sports Director for the manufacturer’s of Adidas’s martial arts products, I had to make a trip to some wushu factories. Before the end of the year I only had time to visit this one factory… but essentially this is what it looks like before they slap your wushu shoes together.

Flying Swords of Dragon Gate Posters

Also during this time Flying Swords of Dragon Gate posters were out and the movie was released. It felt like a good wrap up to the year especially since this was the last movie I worked on with my boss. We shot this movie in Dec of 2010 and it finally came out around Dec 2011.

Now onward to the US!

Dinner with Roommates (and Melody)

Since I finally got to return to my home, I got to see all my old roommates. We went out to stuff our faces at Korean BBQ. I was a bit jet lagged but it was great to see everyone and eat korean bbq because they don’t have ktown style korean bbq in Beijing!

Boiling Crab Guy

So the next few days I was ringing everyone up letting people know I was back and then Sam told me she was meeting up with Wei-Hsin and Wei-Jen so we all met up to eat Boiling Crab. It was so delicious I actually went to the Westminster one first then later went with another friend to the Alhambra one. hahaha! The sauces there are pretty amazing.

Wushu Boiling Crab

Getting back is always hectic. Of course the main thing is to meet up with friends and family… then there’s the bills and miscellaneous household matters to take care of. I didn’t have to deal with selling my car or anything this time so that was nice. I had my bike all set up. Recharged the battery and she was ready to go.

Renee at LA Fitness

I have only really been able to come back and ride about once a year, but if I have more time on my hands I’d like to tune up my bike a little and then go the track. The picture above is at LA fitness. I went with Jason a couple times to hit the bags.

Last off I will leave this entry with the most important photo of all.

Family - Grandmotherbrother

Went back to the bay and got to see my grandma. She is having some pains in her foot and she said she doesn’t have much of an appetite lately, but she is still as sharp as ever. She has good memory and has good stories of the family. I also got to see my bro. He’s off to new adventures as well. When I was back at home he was starting to get some good stunt projects and planning to move to LA. We all have our own stories to create.

I’ve been working out in China for about 2 years now and though I really like the opportunities and new experiences out here, I am hoping that going back once a year is only a short term thing. Once work is a little more stabilized in China, I’d like to be back more often.

Next chapter find out why I was called back to China! Mission 42!

This is referenced from: http://www.purposefairy.com/3308/15-things-you-should-give-up-in-order-to-be-happy/

I just wanted to post this list on my blog because I think there are some really good messages and also just in case that link goes bad I wanted to keep these 15 things alive on my site as a reminder to work towards letting go.

Remembering to let go

Here is a list of 15 things which, if you give up on them, will make your life a lot easier and much, much happier. We hold on to so many things that cause us a great deal of pain, stress and suffering – and instead of letting them all go, instead of allowing ourselves to be stress free and happy – we cling on to them. Not anymore. Starting today we will give up on all those things that no longer serve us, and we will embrace change. Ready? Here we go:

1. Give up your need to always be right. There are so many of us who can’t stand the idea of being wrong – wanting to always be right – even at the risk of ending great relationships or causing a great deal of stress and pain, for us and for others. It’s just not worth it. Whenever you feel the ‘urgent’ need to jump into a fight over who is right and who is wrong, ask yourself this question: “Would I rather be right, or would I rather be kind?” Wayne Dyer. What difference will that make? Is your ego really that big?

2. Give up your need for control. Be willing to give up your need to always control everything that happens to you and around you – situations, events, people, etc. Whether they are loved ones, coworkers, or just strangers you meet on the street – just allow them to be. Allow everything and everyone to be just as they are and you will see how much better will that make you feel.

“By letting it go it all gets done. The world is won by those who let it go. But when you try and try. The world is beyond winning.” Lao Tzu

3. Give up on blame. Give up on your need to blame others for what you have or don’t have, for what you feel or don’t feel. Stop giving your powers away and start taking responsibility for your life.

4. Give up your self-defeating self-talk. Oh my. How many people are hurting themselves because of their negative, polluted and repetitive self-defeating mindset? Don’t believe everything that your mind is telling you – especially if it’s negative and self-defeating. You are better than that.

“The mind is a superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive.” Eckhart Tolle

5. Give up your limiting beliefs about what you can or cannot do, about what is possible or impossible. From now on, you are no longer going to allow your limiting beliefs to keep you stuck in the wrong place. Spread your wings and fly!

“A belief is not an idea held by the mind, it is an idea that holds the mind” Elly Roselle

6. Give up complaining. Give up your constant need to complain about those many, many, maaany things – people, situations, events that make you unhappy, sad and depressed. Nobody can make you unhappy, no situation can make you sad or miserable unless you allow it to. It’s not the situation that triggers those feelings in you, but how you choose to look at it. Never underestimate the power of positive thinking.

7. Give up the luxury of criticism. Give up your need to criticize things, events or people that are different than you. We are all different, yet we are all the same. We all want to be happy, we all want to love and be loved and we all want to be understood. We all want something, and something is wished by us all.

8. Give up your need to impress others. Stop trying so hard to be something that you’re not just to make others like you. It doesn’t work this way. The moment you stop trying so hard to be something that you’re not, the moment you take of all your masks, the moment you accept and embrace the real you, you will find people will be drawn to you, effortlessly.

9. Give up your resistance to change. Change is good. Change will help you move from A to B. Change will help you make improvements in your life and also the lives of those around you. Follow your bliss, embrace change – don’t resist it.
“Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls” Joseph Campbell

10. Give up labels. Stop labeling those things, people or events that you don’t understand as being weird or different and try opening your mind, little by little. Minds only work when open. “The highest form of ignorance is when you reject something you don’t know anything about.” Wayne Dyer

11. Give up on your fears. Fear is just an illusion, it doesn’t exist – you created it. It’s all in your mind. Correct the inside and the outside will fall into place.
“The only thing we have to fear, is fear itself.” Franklin D. Roosevelt

12. Give up your excuses. Send them packing and tell them they’re fired. You no longer need them. A lot of times we limit ourselves because of the many excuses we use. Instead of growing and working on improving ourselves and our lives, we get stuck, lying to ourselves, using all kind of excuses – excuses that 99.9% of the time are not even real.

13. Give up the past. I know, I know. It’s hard. Especially when the past looks so much better than the present and the future looks so frightening, but you have to take into consideration the fact that the present moment is all you have and all you will ever have. The past you are now longing for – the past that you are now dreaming about – was ignored by you when it was present. Stop deluding yourself. Be present in everything you do and enjoy life. After all life is a journey not a destination. Have a clear vision for the future, prepare yourself, but always be present in the now.

14. Give up attachment. This is a concept that, for most of us is so hard to grasp and I have to tell you that it was for me too, (it still is) but it’s not something impossible. You get better and better at with time and practice. The moment you detach yourself from all things, (and that doesn’t mean you give up your love for them – because love and attachment have nothing to do with one another,  attachment comes from a place of fear, while love… well, real love is pure, kind, and self less, where there is love there can’t be fear, and because of that, attachment and love cannot coexist) you become so peaceful, so tolerant, so kind, and so serene. You will get to a place where you will be able to understand all things without even trying. A state beyond words.

15. Give up living your life to other people’s expectations. Way too many people are living a life that is not theirs to live. They live their lives according to what others think is best for them, they live their lives according to what their parents think is best for them, to what their friends, their enemies and their teachers, their government and the media think is best for them. They ignore their inner voice, that inner calling. They are so busy with pleasing everybody, with living up to other people’s expectations, that they lose control over their lives. They forget what makes them happy, what they want, what they need….and eventually they forget about themselves.  You have one life – this one right now – you must live it, own it, and especially don’t let other people’s opinions distract you from your path.

2011 could probably be best summarized by letting go and getting back into the sea. Early in 2011 I visited a lot of new places like Singapore and Vietnam. I also took a trip back to the United States where I worked on a short film. I think the biggest event that happened in 2011 was my moving on from working with Mr. Li.

Singapore night

I came out to China to work directly for Jet Li, but as all things in turn come to an end, it was time for me to move on so towards the latter half of the year I put in my notice. This was a little nerve wracking because I would be off the payroll and finding ways to put food on the table by myself. The service apartment that I lived in would no longer be my abode. My lifestyle of going backpacker mode emerged again.

Stuntwork in China

Fortunately, 1 day after my last day at work, I landed some stunt work on a Chinese TV show. I would travel to the north to begin filming. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. This would be my first experience with Chinese stunt guys on a TV series. We roughed it 6 guys to a room, long hours, and no hot water in our hotel. In the darkness of night while walking back from a public bathhouse (where we could take hot showers) I ran my sandal wearing toe into a concrete slab randomly strewn on the floor. This caused my toe-nail to rip in half. I had to go to the doctor who was very sketch and he cut my toenail off.

Chen Tai Chi in the Chen Village

After continuing to do stunt work toenail-less for the rest of the project, I ended up back in Beijing. I didn’t stay long because I took a train to Henan, Chenjiagou – the home of Chen style tai chi. I learned tai chi with 19th generation descendant Wang Xi’an. All I did every day for 6 hours was train tai chi. It was truly a great learning experience and I hope to go back.

first dinner in saigon

After this hardcore tai chi training it was time for a Visa run. I left China to go visit my buddy Andy in Vietnam. This was my second time in Vietnam this year, but my first time going to Saigon. Andy showed me around and let me stay at his place. His place was very nice and the food at his house was AMAZING. I ate the best bowl of pho that I’ve ever had in my life at his house. Nothing compares and I would almost venture to go back to Vietnam just to have that bowl of pho again.

Best Bowl of Pho

When I came back to China, I had decided to enroll in Beijing Film Academy. I talked to the office and was able to enroll and worked out an agreement that I would be able to make up work in the case that I had film projects to work on. It was great to take classes again because I could continue to hone my craft as an actor. We went on stage to perform small pieces, exercises, stories, scenes, etc… It was just what I wanted.

wing chun wooden dummy techniques

Fortunately I had worked out with the office in advance that I might have work because as it neared the end of the year, I got called to action coordinate a feature film in Guangzhou. I also got to act and fight as a student of one of the contesting gyms. It was a wild experience. We had a lot of fight scenes to cover in a short amount of time and a lot of the fights had to be Wing Chun specific so I did feel pressure, but the director was great and in the end we got everything done. When it’s all said and done and I look back.. I can say I enjoyed pushing my limits.

operating the red one camera

At the end of this project, Christmas was just around the bend. I went back to Beijing to wrap up the school year at Beijing Film Academy and then I prepared for my trip back to the US. It was time for me to visit my family after being weary and on the road for so long.

I think in summary I would say that it’s amazing the way everything worked out. I quit and was able to find work immediately. 3 projects rolled in one after another to leave 2011 on a high note. I was prepared to brace the harsh winter surviving on my meager savings, but there was work to be found. I guess it was a case of ‘prepare for the worst, hope for the best’. 2011 was really about re-adjusting and prepping. I had no planned schedule like when I was working for Jet.. now I was free to set my own schedule again. Also I had to struggle with finding a new place to live in between traveling for these jobs that I was on. I’d like 2012 to be a year where I can become more grounded… decide and set up a more permanent home base in Asia while getting re-rooted in projects in LA. Also for 2012 I want to make sure I seek out everything I have ever wanted to do. One might suggest this is partially because of this 2012 being the last year talk, but… even though I don’t necessarily believe in a major apocalypse, I think it’s a good reminder to live everyday as if it were our last year.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! For this holiday season I have spent the past few days putting together my Acting Reel. Here it is!

My Theatrical Reel (updated Mar 2012)

(For mainland China)

wing chun to eyes

It’s amazing how the universe works. Just as another example of “ask and you shall receive” – this year I had been asking the universe to give me a fight scene in a feature film in Asia before my birthday in November. I kept pursuing my goal and working but it seemed like chances were slim. Suddenly in mid-November I get a call from the director of this film and he asks if I am available to help with fight choreography. After we worked out details — the exact day I officially arrived at the studio was Nov 22nd — 1 day before my birthday. Pretty interesting how everything worked out. =)

wing chun hand to eyes concept

Without giving away too much of the story, it’s essentially about a kid who learns wing chun to help him overcome obstacles. The movie’s storyline is definitely not like Ip Man and is meant for a younger audience… though I think all ages could still check it out.

This particular movie situation was quite interesting. When Antony (the director of “Wushu – The Young Generation”) and I got involved with the project the movie had actually already been partially filmed. In fact a good amount had been shot, but towards the final cut the executive producer realized the action was severely lacking… and since it was a martial arts movie it was supposed to have super action. This is where we came in.

wing chun movie set

Before I continue any further I must highly thank and appreciate Antony for having faith in me as a first time action director for a feature film. Antony has worked as a stuntman in Australia and has directed a movie with Sammo Hung and Jackie Chan as producer so it was a truly a great honor to be working with a professional at his caliber who also gave me a lot of respect and freedom with my ideas. Speaking of Sammo and Jackie.. I also want to mention another of the Seven Little Fortunes – Yuen Wah (the landlord in Stephen Chow’s Kung Fu Hustle / villain in Dragon’s Forever) is one of the actors in this film.

wing chun wooden dummy techniques

Since we were re-shooting all the action plus a decent portion of the drama we had a lot to do. On top of that we had a smaller budget than the original crew, less resources, and no time. I didn’t even know this until I arrived in Guangzhou, but apparently I had to design roughly 10 fights to be filmed in about 10 days… because in total we had 14 days to film and 7 days to do pre-production work (including new casting, location scouting, set design, fight choreo, etc). Also we had almost no stunt guys originally and the lead was a 12 year old.

But first…

alf with wing chun sifu

…we had to learn a little wing chun. So fortunately I actually studied a little wing chun here and there, but of course not on the level of 7th generation wing chun master. We had a wing chun master on set as consultant and sifu of the wing chun movie. He was a bodyguard for a prince and also at one point taught in London where Bruce Lee visited when he was in London. The sifu was 67 years old but his arms were as strong as an oak tree.

Now that we had the wing chun training in order we had to bring in the rest of the artillery.

Heavy Artillery on Wing Chun set

Enter Alberto and Kyle.

Both of my friends had been working on feature films in China and I knew they were perfect to help out on this expendables style intense mission which required 10 fights in about 10 days. These guys had so many different fights to do in such a short time that I’m definitely glad they were able to come out.. without them it would have been a totally different experience.

I mean after all we wouldn’t have been able to add in some dope JCVD moves like this!

JCVD Lineup

..or party like rockstars with hardcore rap blasting rollin deep with hunnies to tha left and right.

How we party in Guangzhou

I actually got more than I bargained for (in a good way). I was coming under the expectation that I would be simply designing the fights. Aside from a few shorts I had never directed a feature film, much less operate a Red One camera.

operating the red one camera

Because timing was so tight, we had so much to cover, and I knew all the action… just a few days into production we sort of broke into 1st and 2nd units. I learned to operate the camera to follow the action on fight scenes.. and directed for the action scenes. This made my head start spinning in terms of camera angles and so much more.

directing a fight scene

A few surprises along the way included:

A visit from Mark Moran and Ruhi.

mark moran and the green screen fireball

I was really happy Mark visited in Guangzhou. He happened to be stopping through the area and then was able to drop by set. I showed him the studio, the green screen room, and we had a nice dinner with Ruhi, the actors, and the director.

Also a visit and cameo by AliveNotDead’s very own JuJu Chan. Speaking of cameo’s.. the director, fight coordinator, and 3rd AD all make a little cameo as well. =P

Alfred and JuJu

Another fun fact: During the period of the shoot 3 birthdays passed – mine, the director’s, and the main star Xiao Long’s birthday. Happy birthday Xiao Long!

Xiao Long's birthday

As I write this, we are a few hours away from being completely wrapped. The past 3 weeks have been intense and non-stop. We all worked over 12 hour days and everyone is starting to feel the wear and tear… but I think for the time we had to work with we got some good results. I hope people will enjoy the action.

takedown caught on camera

There were some ups and downs with the producer side with last minute changes with story, plot, characters, etc.. but it can’t be completely unexpected. Overall I had a great experience working with the Ace Studio team and learned a great deal. I developed fun and lasting memories with my kung fu bros Alberto and Kyle. It was also really interesting to go from all this tai chi training to learning wing chun – both happen to be the top 2 on my list of traditional Chinese martial arts styles that I  wanted to learn… so of course it’s AMAZING when your job is to learn those martial arts styles. I am going to end with an awesome quote that Antony said on set today.. sometimes I get so excited about what I’m doing and think to myself.. so I’m learning all this cool stuff “…AND I get paid for this??!”

Guangzhou wing chun xiao long team

Chen Tai Chi in the Chen Village

Training tai chi in the Chen Village has been something I’ve wanted to do for some time now. Ever since I started getting more into the history and practice of tai chi I knew that I had to make a trip to the Chen village. To give a little background on the Chen village, the Chen village is essentially where Chen style Tai Chi originated. Chen style tai chi is the root of pretty much all known forms of tai chi including Yang, Sun, Wu, etc… so the Chen village or Chen Jia Gou is essentially the birthplace of modern tai chi.

Chen Wang Ting

The picture above is taken inside of temple grounds in the Chen village made to commemorate the different generations of notable Chen tai chi descendants.

Chen Wangting is known as the founder of Chen tai chi. He was a Ming dynasty military general who supposedly combined his martial arts and combat knowledge with Chinese medicine and Taoist philosophies.  Another notable Chen descendant is 14th generation Chen Changxing who taught Yang Luchan whom became the founder of Yang style tai chi.

Below is some art on the walls of the Chen village temple.

Tai Chi in the Chen Village

Tai Chi in the Chen Village

Well that’s enough of the history lesson.. the urge in me to go to the mecca of tai chi kept growing and growing until it couldn’t be contained. Then one day I talked to Wang Zhanhai laoshi who said his father Wang Xi’an was in town in the Chen village and that I could go train there.. and that was that.. no more deciding. I hopped on a train first thing the next day to Henan and got my training started.

Wang Xi'an Chen Style Tai Chi Master

Wang Xi’an is a 19th generation disciple of Chen style tai chi. He is one of the “Four Buddhas” or “Four Tigers” of Chen Tai Chi. After the Cultural Revolution in China during the period of reconstruction the Chinese government made Wang Xi’an, Chen Xiaowang, Chen Zhenlei, and Zhu Tiancai official traveling ambassadors of tai chi chuan. Wang Xi’an laoshi is known for his combat applications of tai chi chuan. While training at his school some of his elder students told him to demonstrate some moves on me… now since he is around 70 I thought he probably would be tired of demonstrating and decline their requests. To my surprise he signaled for me to “come here”. He told me he wouldn’t use full strength at which point I thanked him and prepared for his move. In the blink of an eye he had hit me and launched me flying!… and while flying back he quickly grabbed me back. It seemed lightning quick!

My time there I spent 6 hours a day training tai chi from Wang laoshi and his students. Of course technically one could train anywhere as long as you have a good teacher, but the air and water breathes tai chi in the Chen village so it just puts you in this mentality to focus and take in all the tai chi you can.

View from below in Chen Jia Gou

Tai Chi in Chen Jia Gou

In the picture above I am doing tai chi in the “gou” of Chen Jia Gou. “Gou” literally is like a “ditch” or “ravine” and the Chen village is literally surrounded by some ditches. We walked down the small pathway into the ditch and did tai chi where hundreds of others had all trained before. It was a very peaceful place to train.

Sipping Tea in between Tai Chi Practice

What else can I say about training in the Chen village? Life was more simple. I notice that all the teachers and practitioners of tai chi in the Chen village seemed to have balance in their lives. They seemed to practice more than Tai Chi Chuan; they practiced Tai Chi philosophy which essentially is about yin and yang, black and white, heaven and earth.. and that there is balance in life. Given that I only had to worry about eating, training, and sleeping it was quite relaxing and intense training at the same time. I learned a lot – I learned the Wang Xi’an 42 form which comprises a lot of moves from the Old Frame and New Frame forms. I learned applications and proper instruction on generating the “fa jing” energy. “Fa jing” is that explosive force of energy that is delivered as a push or hit in tai chi. It looks crazy and looks unlike a normal punch that purely uses the muscle in the arm and or movement of the waist.

On my last day I went out for dinner with Wang Laoshi and my other teachers. We had some good food and drink and then they sent me off. I felt great kindness and hospitality from all these tai chi teachers who were all my elders and could kick ass. That is another particular thing I really like about Chen style is how grounded it is in combat application as well as a calming practice that promotes longevity and balance in life. I am truly grateful for the experience and being treated like a family member there. I definitely want to go back again. There is so much to learn.

In memory of Steve Jobs (1955-2011) and because this speech resonates so much with the way I choose to live life… death makes you appreciate life.. below is his Stanford commencement address. Aside from the speech being amazing and definitely full of truths, I did find it kind of ironic that he talks about dropping out of college at a commencement address.

Steve Jobs on Life

Steve Jobs, who stepped down as CEO of Apple after having been on medical leave, reflected on his life, career and mortality in a well-known commencement address at Stanford University in 2005.

Below is the text of of that address:

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down – that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.

This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope it’s the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960′s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

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Speech text courtesy of: http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424053111903596904576520690515394766.html#ixzz1bTPZJa1S

The Life of a Stuntman in China

The life of a stuntman in China… is far from glamorous. Just look at my shitty state of being pictured above. haha… that was after a long morning and nights worth of falls, getting shot, fighting, and weathering the elements. When you wrap at night you go home with the blood and dirt on your face that you’ve had on all morning.

But let’s start at the beginning – I’ll give you the full story before we step into the shoes of a China stuntman. A China friend and talented stunt man referred me to work on a TV show in China. The show would shoot for about 4-5 months. He told me working on a TV series in China as a stuntman wouldn’t be easy, but if I wanted some work, he could refer me over. I also want to make the distinction that in China stunt men are called “wu hang” which kind of means “martial [arts] industry”. I don’t know if that’s the best translation, but basically the distinction between an actor and someone working in stunts is quite different. In my opinion, (aside from A-List actors) working in LA a professional stuntman and an actor get a certain level of respect for their trade. As an actor you must practice your craft and perform on camera and as a stunt man you risk your health and must also give your best performance on camera even if it’s not in dialogue or as the lead character. In China however, there are just so many people that (perhaps) the value of most manual labor is so low that the “wu hang” have a bigger disparity in value from actors compared to that of Hollywood.

With that said, my main focus in China has been to make progress as an actor (in action related projects), but I accepted this offer for a few reasons: 1) I don’t like being idle and it was an opportunity to immediately get on the field and do some work 2) it was a popular tv series and would be good training with top level stuntmen in china since i am focusing on action movies as my niche 3) it would be a rare and unique life experience

Let me expand on the 3rd point. I think as an ABC (American Born Chinese) a tv series or movie would rarely choose to hire an ABC because there is enough skilled labor and we have the same look. Also even if an ABC understands Chinese, local Chinese stuntmen understand the industry rules better, understand the language and culture better, and typically will work for much less. So I took it upon myself to learn as much as I could and to open myself up to another life experience.

Here is what was in store…

Living Accommodations while Filming in China

A Good Nights Rest in Jiao He

So while in Beijing, everything was arranged; I would take the train to Ji Lin and arrive on the weekend. We would have a crew car pick us up at Ji Lin and drive us to Jiao He and then our rooms would be ready at a hotel in Jiao He.

I took a 7 hour train ride. When I got to Ji Lin it turns out that there was no car to pick us (me and this other stunt guy) up. Even though it was night and we were pretty tired from riding in a train all day.. no big deal.. there was a smaller train to take us from Ji Lin to Jiao He. This train was slower so it took about 2-3 hours to get to Jiao He. We arrive at the hotel and bam.. it’s locked! Moreover, it was more of a motel than hotel. It was all dark inside and if it wasn’t for 5 crew cars parked outside I would’ve thought the motel was abandoned. We banged on the doors for about 30 minutes when finally these 2 old ladies woke up from the couch inside and turned on the lights. Then they unlocked the doors and got us registered. I was kinda going “hmmm… what am I in store for at this point”. As we registered they said there were no rooms available so they would have to put us up in the big guest room. As pictured above it was basically a pretty unclean room with 8 beds with a thin dirty bed cloth on a wooden desk feeling bed. Also there was no internet or hot water. When we asked why there wasn’t internet the attendant said in surprise “why do you need internet so badly?”

We were on the 4th floor so naturally we got in the elevator and were going to push “(4)” but the attendant quickly alerted us “do not push the 4 button!” Apparently it was broken and the elevator could only stop on the 3rd or 5th floor. From there you could walk to the 4th floor. So that’s a quick summary of the living situation on the first day. I went to sleep around 2am and got ready for the first day of work tomorrow.

Beginning Filming Ceremony

The next day we got up and went to the beginning filming ceremony. In China they unveil the cameras, burn incense, and set off firecrackers. It’s just a celebration and gesture to wish that everyone has a successful, safe, and smooth time on the project. I burnt some incense with the stunt coordinator. I met the stunt team that day and everyone was very nice to me. They knew I was from abroad and had different training and experiences so we chatted a lot… also there was not much work on the first day because we mainly had the opening celebration and would have a cast and crew dinner at night. A nice hearty dinner was followed by drinks and karaoke! Okay! Not bad!

Enough celebration. Let’s get to work!

After the first day there was no such thing as downtime. We were shooting a war time tv show so there would be many battles and armies fighting. That’s one pro or con (depending how you look at it) of shooting a tv series.. a tv show films 10x faster than movies. Movies take hours for lighting, getting the right camera placement, set design, etc that a movie might shoot 5-6 scenes on average per day… but a tv show is way different. They just keep shooting takes all day because they have to crank out so much in such a short time with a lower budget as well. Therefore you get to do more and learn more, but you are also constantly working and hardly resting.

Do I look like a Russian Soldier?

Here I am as a Russian soldier. We would switch back and forth between Chinese local army, Russian army, double a lead hero, or put on a mustache and double the enemy. You might think it’s weird but they had a mix of actual Russians for the front line in the battles, but for the stunts they would just wig us up and in wide shots we would get shot, fall off horses, fire guns, dodge explosives, etc.

Now speaking about dodging explosives, here’s where I will go back to discussing health and safety. In the US there is risk in being a stuntman for sure, but at least there are certain rules and precautions in place to ensure the safety of the props and environment around the stuntman so that he can use his physical prowess to his fullest. In China we had to run and get blown up by explosives, but we had no idea how large the blast would be and weren’t even comfortable knowing whether there would be real explosives detonations that could burn you. Fortunately we got through them okay, but I did see a few flames come out of the explosives that were supposed to just shoot dirt in the air.

Battle Field of Stunt Casualties

After getting blown up and shot a few times and running through both sides of the battle field it was about time for lunch. Our meals would consist of a combination of rice, tofu, potato, and cabbage with an occasional piece of pork that seemed like it was accidentally left in the lunch box. Breakfast was always congee and a hard boiled egg. I wasn’t getting enough fiber or protein for sure and wasn’t feeling in tip top shape after a week of white rice and tofu. It was a good day when we got fish or someone from the team decided to bring some pickled radishes or hot sauce.

Lunch Time!

Shortly upon working on set, something totally stupid happened. Since there was no hot water at our motel, we got vouchers to go shower at a public bathhouse type place down the street. We didn’t always get to shower because sometimes we would get back from shooting past midnight and the showers were closed.. also we would just be too tired to shower because we would have to be up around 6-7am the next day. On one fortunate day I finally got to shower. I took my shower accessories and my motel slippers to shower. The shower didn’t smell that great so I quickly showered I dried myself. After my shower despite a long day.. I felt pretty good. It was nice to take a hot shower. It was night time no doubt and I had to walk back to the motel. I stepped out of the bathhouse, breathed in the fresh night air, strolled a few relaxed steps towards my motel… and BAM! Someone decided to place a cement block in the middle of the street. I didn’t see it since I didn’t expect a huge cement block placed where people walk and it was night… and in my shower slippers my toe was in for a surprise!

Toenail Memories

I smashed my toenail on to the concrete slab (you should see what happened to the concrete slab! haha jk). I felt pain as I kicked the slab and in the dark grabbed my foot as a normal reaction. When I grabbed my foot, I felt my entire nail flipped upwards.. and blood. I hopped into the light and saw my toenail ripped off from my toe! I hopped back to the motel and immediately showed and told the motel attendants “my toe is bleeding, help, what should I do?” They meandered over and took a glimpse at it and slowly looked around and said “you should go see a doctor”.. then they aimlessly looked around the room as if they were pretty sure about their response. Fortunately one of my stunt teammates was in the lobby looking for a lost sweater. He saw my foot and took me to the hospital. The hospital was not much better than those 2 attendants. I knew this would not be good.. and this also made me think how bad it would be if anything more severe happened while in this rural part of town. Even though it was empty, the hospital workers didn’t care much about my state of emergency. They told me to fill out some forms and pay first. After that, I had to hop up three flights of stairs.. they were those slanted ramps and not staircase type stairs… either way I wasn’t feeling great about this facility.

When I got to the doctor, he was explaining some x-rays to another family. I asked him if I could disinfect my foot or something and he just glanced at me as if “how do you interrupt while I’m talking about X-Ray 5″. He took his time and I waited for about 20 minutes while my foot was dripping blood. Then he took me to this room next door where he wiped some swabs over a pair of scissors. I was kinda skeptical but really had no choice. I just wanted to get the nail cut off and bandaged up. He proceeded to cut and halfway through he pinched part of my meat! I clenched down for a bit and he finally finished. He bandaged it up and said I would have to come back for shots tomorrow and some other treatment. No thanks! I had my tetanus shots and I’m probably better off outside of the clinic.

Stuntwork in China

The next day it was back to work as usual. Running through the battlefields. Falls, getting shot, trudging through dirt, grass, etc. I probably could have spoken up and taken it easy. I don’t think that anyone would have had any problems with it… but for me.. I was here for the experience and journey and I wasn’t about to compromise it by sitting out for a week while everyone else worked. Also I started with everyone together so unless I couldn’t physically walk or perform what was required I was just going to suck it up and work like everyone else. I’m not going to lie.. the foot was really tender and on a few falls I tapped my toe and it hurt like a mofo.. but at the same time I used my judgment that I wouldn’t do something beyond my capabilities.. so in that sense I still stayed safe and took others safety into account.

The one thing I was concerned about was an infection. We were trudging through dirt all day, the wardrobe we wore was pretty dirty, and we would eat while squatting in dirt. I cleaned my feet and re-dressed the bandages at night so I guess I was okay. If this was a movie this would be where I would re-direct you back to the opening scene.. where I am worn out after a day of stunt work and leaning against the window in the bus ready to go home.

Dinner on Set

Despite what might seem like unfavorable situations compared to what many might be used to.. I took it for what it was. I’m not saying it was luxury, but when I focus on living in the present everything is simply what it is. In other words, when you are hungry on set and you get rice and pickled radishes.. you get excited and it tastes good. We ate by car headlight in the dark while sitting in the cold and dusty road.. but you know what? It was a great experience. Everyone was talking, making jokes, passing the hot sauce around.. and it was more about the bond and no one griped about the food not being 5 star hotel quality. So I guess one other thing I realized on this experience was to always be grateful.. many people complain about work or living situations, but I think where we stayed was pretty low quality but all the stunt people I was with were living there with no complaints and accepted it as a lifestyle and they were able to enjoy each day. Also my luck turned around because a few days later I moved from the 8 person room to a 3 person room with a tv.

Room for Three

After a couple weeks in, I had some urgent business come up in Beijing (life happens like that). I had given the action director a heads up before accepting the work so they knew I would have to be back in Beijing, but it happened quite suddenly – more suddenly than I had even expected and within 2 days notice I was back on a train to Beijing.

Here is a shot with the guys on my last day on set.

The Team

Almost as soon as I had gotten into the flow of things, I had to head back to Beijing. Though it was work, it was more of a learning experience. I learned a lot about the lives of stunt men in China, fellow martial artists, about myself, and about the skills required to work in this industry in China. After all of the situations that passed I felt it was a great experience. Would I want to do it again? Given that I am in a fortunate enough situation where I don’t have to live without hot water and internet for a living, I don’t think I will go out of my way for that… however I think it simply is what it is. When living ‘in the now’ I think there were many fond memories and great experiences in Jiao He… and I hope I’ve shared some interesting insights on stunts in China.