
mike tyson
“When I come out I have supreme confidence but I’m scared to death. I’m totally afraid. I’m afraid of everything. I’m afraid of losing. I’m afraid of being humiliated. But I’m totally confident. The closer I get to the ring the more confident I get; the closer, the more confident I get. The closer the more confident I get. All during my training I’ve been afraid of this man. I thought this man might be capable of beating me. I’ve dreamed of him beating me. But that I’ve always stayed afraid of him. The closer I get to the ring I’m more confident. Once I’m in the ring I’m a god. No one could beat me. I walk around the ring but I never take my eyes off my opponent – I keep my eyes on, even if he’s ready and pumping. He can’t wait to get his hands on me as well. I keep my eyes on him. I keep my eyes on him. Then once I see a chink in his armor, boom, one of his eyes may move, and then I know I have him. Then when he comes to the center of the ring, he still looks at me with his piercing look as if he’s not afraid. But he already made that mistake when he looked down for that one tenth of a second. I know I had him. He’ll fight hard for the first two or three rounds, but I know I already broke his spirit. During the fight I’m supremely confident. I’m moving my head; he’s throwing punches. I’m making him miss and I’m countering. I’m hitting him to the body; I’m punching him real hard. And I’m punching, and I’m punching him, and I know he’s not able to take my punches. One, two, three punches; I’m throwing punches in bunches. He goes down, he’s out. I’m victorious. Mike Tyson, greatest fighter that ever lived.”
- Mike Tyson

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My brother came to visit over the weekend and we ended up watching the Tyson documentary. It was a really motivational documentary and gave you insight behind the man who was an undisputed heavyweight champion. Lots of good quotes to get me pumped for the week. I really like the quote above because when I read it I can just hear my heart beating as I visualize getting closer and closer to the competition floor.. and as I step on the floor all the tension vanishes and I am supremely confident. It’s both tense and peaceful.
This weekend I also watched JVCD, went to tea station with sherry, xj, zero, and eliver, practiced some cold reads, went to a pool party (but missed the swimming part), went to the gym, worked on wing chun, worked on some fight choreography, and helped carry some flags at a Buddhist ceremony. It was Buddha’s birthday this weekend and my aunt asked me and my cousin to help out. We ended up waking up at 6am on Sunday to help out with the ceremony. I did get to take a picture with a monk and help out Buddha at least.



Aside from my adventures this weekend, my trip to China is fast approaching. I’ve got tons on my mind. This trip to China is getting me thinking. First of all, I have to book my flight soon so that’s number 1 on my list. Aside from that I keep feeling like I am not getting enough done and that I’m losing sight of my goal. Last week I have been getting a really good amount of sales for my ecommerce, but it forced me to spend double the time responding to customer questions/exchanges/returns. Though I am increasing sales and can work remotely at the leisure of the foot of my bed or from nor cal / LA / wherever, I feel like I am getting too bogged down with getting orders, shipping products, fixing site bugs, news updates, and customer support, that it is diverting me from my goal to pursue entertainment.
I probably have to just let this growth settle in and let some processes streamline, but I guess the past week got me a little tied up in “work” as opposed to focus on my film projects. I think a huge reason why I’m writing today’s post is just to clear my thoughts. I have SOOO much stuff muddled in my head right now. Let me list some out: booking airline, travel schedule, visa, training wushu, training kickboxing, teaching private lessons, short film production negotiations, looking for new roommate, ecommerce online orders, demanding customers, getting a new vendor, real estate planning, cleaning, and misc errands.
Okay.. well writing them out helped. I think that when I have too much on my mind I can’t carry a normal conversation and my mind has all these “to do” items floating around. I hope I can knock these items off the list and slowly streamline certain things so that I can mainly focus on ONE thing. I want that one thing to be on the entertainment side this year. How can I not worry about anything else? I guess there will always be things that pop up and need to be handled, but I can take care of them more effectively and tie up loose projects.
In other random news – my episode on Deadliest Warrior Season 2 will be coming out in the next few days! I play stunts as a vietcong soldier!